Relocating when ivf treatment is due

hi guys,

I got married 3 years ago and moved with my husband to his house which is very far away from my parents house,it takes 30 hrs by train to reach there.

After ttc for 1.5 years we got to know that we cannot have baby naturally,so have to undergo ivf treatment.so we began the treatment from feb'14.the treatment was successful and I conceived. But it was kind of high risk pregnancy and had some complications.so I was advised complete bed rest.but unfortunately I went into preterm labour at 20 weeks of pregnancy and lost my twins.we were advised 2nd cycle of ivf 6 months later.

In January this year,my husband got call from company x,which is his dream company.the posting was in the city 12 hrs from our home town.I told him we were not in a position to relocate as our ivf cycle has to be started in a few months and it wud be difficult to manage. But he was very excited about the company so he went ahead and gave the interview and got selected. After getting selected he was in dilemma as whether to accept the offer or not.i told him all the pros and cons of staying in the home town and also leaving home town for his dream company. But time to time I was reminding him abt our ivf also. I knew it was his dream job,so I didn't say not to go,I thought it wud have been very selfish thing to do. But I knew it wud be very difficult to manage by my own,those who have undergone ivf wud understand.and by gods grace if conceive this time,I know that I won't be allowed to travel either to my parents or to my husband to the new city because of what happened last time.so another 9 months all by myself.because my mom can't come and stay with me for 9 months as my parents have jobs there.my mil is here but she is old and won't be able to look after me that well.

To clear his confusion,my hubby went to a psychologist to know if it's best to go or stay in the home town.when he came back I got to know that he didn't mention the ivf treatment to the doctor .i was, till then ,under the impression that my husband had the confusion because of the treatment,but he only asked the doctor from the career point of view only. That My treatment was not his matter of confusion left me very hurt.it never occurred to him that his wife will need him throughout the treatment and pregnancy,both physically and emotionally.

in between his elder brother also was planning to switch job,though it got cancelled later.my husband was ready to decline the offer if his brother decided to relocate as he thinks that his old parents should have one son by their side. But he doesn't think that his wife would need him.

he has now given resignation in the present company.he could withdraw the resignation within a time given time period.so I clearly told everything which is in my mind,but I didn't tell him not to go. He has now made up his mind to go,so he's not ready for any discussion.

i do not know what to do now...

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