But on the way when i was holding his hand out of love, he started complaining that I am crumpling his ironed shirt...I got angry...i felt so stabbed straight at my heart..i felt he was giving more importance to the dress rather than my intention of holding his hands....
we reached the venue and all girls had dressed up very nice..it dint really matter me..utill one girl asked my husband dint you take her to shopping?...During that time all the emotions came out and just cried..I agree I should not have cried and suppose to be a baby shower..i was there to bless them...
Your husband made you cry. Your emotions got built up and it was burst out. It was not your fault at all.
Once you got out of the party, you should have stayed out. If he wouldn't take you home, you should have found another way home, or waited outside.
If I was you I would find a way out of this marriage.
My ex purposely started fights. When he would fight in public like this I would think, ok, maybe God will make him die and I will get another husband who is very nice. Luckily, my ex is my ex now.
In the meantime just ignore him, and find things and activities you enjoy. Don't hug him, don't get intimate with him, just have your own things and activities.
When I started to do this in my marriage, God was kind enough to make my nightmare marriage crumble.
And, always talk to God out-loud, under your breath. Thank God for showering you with blessing, Thank God for bringing you and the man-of-your-dreams in Holy Matrimony.
Thoughts and Words have power. If you are unable to control negative thoughts, at least make sure Sweet Words come out of your mouth.
everything is my mistake at the end of the day and he abandons me
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