Please advice, I am broken after my forced marriage ?

I was in deep relation with my girlfriend for 3 years, I live and work in Canada and she is in India, due to family mismatch, my parents didn't agree for our marriage. In last 2 years I came to India 3 times only to resolve our issue, but my parents were so strong to emotionally tourchered and harassed me to extreme level to marry a girl of their choice.

I came to India again 4th time last month, they extremely pressurized and emotionally tourchered me to marry a girl of their choice, I cried and fought a lot but my parents way so selfish for their ego, respect and society. I married a girl to their choice last month and in few weeks my wife came to know about my past.

When I returned from India to Canada last month, I spoke and regretted to my girlfriend for what ever happened, I explained her the whole situation and what happened to me and she said if I can divorce my wife, she is very much willing to marry me and ready to wait for me. We both were in so much love with each other and I asked her to wait for a month, while I discuss to my wife. We cried a lot when she left me at Airport. she promised to stood by me in all circumstances as she knew my situation and our feelings for each other.

But suddenly, in last week or so my girlfriend's attitude changed, she started ignoring me, she said I did everything for my parents respect and never took care for her and there is no guarantee for success even if I come to resolve this matter again to India. She saw my wife's Facebook profile where she posted our marriage pics and my girlfriend was so mad at me. My girlfriend's attitude has changed a lot in a week's time and I can sense she does not have anymore interest in me. Her family was so happy with me before my marriage but now they also doesn't support her anymore in keeping any relations or talks with me.

Today, even after my marriage, my parents keep calling my girlfriend's parents and abuse them, she and her family have disturbed to extreme level and I believe this is very strong reason, she has decided to go away. My current wife knows everything about my past and she has realised I am finding it very hard to keep her happy as I am myself very much upset and broken.

I have lost my smile, my happiness, my relations, my love and passing through a very tough time of my life, I feel my happiness lies only in my girlfriend as I loved her my heart out, but it seems she wants to walk away from my life, What should I do ?? Please help !

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Please advice, I am broken after my forced marriage ?