I saw some one from my past life..

so,back in college days there was a guy who really loved me.. I did not have any feeling for him.. And i don't want to get involved in those love things.. I saw my friends going through in love scenes,involving,roaming with bf,and then finally break up.. So i wanted to keep myself away from that..

I saw him today after 3 years.. I am married. Had a kid. But when i saw him i felt different. I thought why i did not said yes to him? he was looking so good. Mine is arranged marriage. But it's not going good. Hubby is rude,always pressurizes, always criticizes my skin,my family..

i made a mistake. I agreed to an arranged marriage because i thought its good. My parents did it. Its is successful. all my relatives did it. Also i did not put my parent's neck below.. in our society love marriages are not accepted. All fault comes on parents.

i don't know what i am writing. I am confused,unhappy,sad. My hubby has changed. he was good,care taking,loving before marriage. And now.. Total different.. He calls me in a week or 2. hes busy decorating his house,doing home stuff... Before marriage he used to call me 5 times a day.. Things are changed..

I did a mistake.. I am continuing in this relation because of my parents and child..My parents almost spend 20lk in this marriage thing. My child needs his father.. I am totally sad..i can't breathe in this marriage. Today i picked up the phone,decided to talk this situation with hubby,but kept the phone down.i knew his reasons,like "i am doing work,no one to cook etc.. And his childish habits to complain to my parents or his about my behaviors..

he was looking so good..He saw me.. Gave me a smile.. Asked me hows i am doing.. bought my fav chocklate.. may be 1 or 2 min seeing . left.. I know i should remove these things from my mind.. Because this is not a future. I have this Marriage to go on. May be hes married..

I made a mistake.. I did this marriage...now i have to carry on.. No way of escape..i miss my freedom,my smile

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