is my husband right

hello ladies,so i am here today to share my feelings with you. i can't tell these things to my family but i can't keep everything with myself now. So here i am.

i am married in 2013,had baby in dec 2013 same year. me and my hubby live in usa. we had many many fights in this year.

fight no.1: after the engagement my huband asked me my fb account's password,which i gave him. so i had many male friends on fb,some of them i did not know. i was just adding them randomly. I talked to many boys on fb(hi ,hello, r u single etc). i did not had any male friend in my class or no bf. so i was liking it on fb. i did not flirt with them. there was one of my friend whom i did video call for 20 to 25 seconds. my husband knew all those things and still he married me. So whenever he listens the word FB he shouts at me. One day he literally threw me out of the house,when i begged to him to show my baby he tookk me in, and he kicked by his legs on my butts. It was horrible. He said why you betrayed me?

Fight 2: this was in may. i was late in ordering my toefl mark****. i forgot it. my husband again angry,he lost his temper,said many many many bad words(useless piece of ****, and many more). i became very upset,i started to cry and i literally drank dishwasher detergent. My husband saw this and he hit me very very bad. on my mouth,on my back,everywhere. he said me if you want to die go on some road and then die,or go to ur father's house and then die. he made me to vomit. and sat down,went to office. in the next day he came,said sorry and said you made these chnages in me.

Fight 3: So after this incident i decided to take admission for ms as an international student but i missed the deadline, and i had to enroll as H4 student. My husband again became angry on me and he took his belt and bit me very hard. because i missed the deadline and i could not do job earlier.

Fight 4: now in july. we were there on vacation in seattle. it was 7pm and my husband told me to find a pizza shop nearby as he was driving. he told me to do so on yelp. There is one function redo search in this area. I tried but i could not do that. He stopped the car,came out, and gave me a slap on my face. aggain slapped for 3 4 times. this broke my goggle given by my father.

Remaining fights. So there are always fights between us, once in a week. It is bacause i don't have job. It is bacause I got scars on face, which he thinks look ugly. W fight bacause my parents won't call his parents often.

Now whenever he is fighting, i am loosing my patience. Because whatever he speaks it is very hard. so whenever he fights either i start to cry very badly or i go on any wall and hit my head or make myself slap very ver bad. i try to kill myself.

so in every month we had fight. I los my health, i was 59 and now im 48. everyone is asking me r u ill? i am 25 and when i see girls of my age happy i am crying.

what should i do? please help and support me

i am in india now, should i go back to USA..?

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