Good for nothing

Nine days Navratri went very well and now feeling lost as I am missing going out visiting friends and relatives in the mornings and evenings they came to my house. Since we are in 3rd floor I was thinking that some many not come but whoever I invited all came. Some of them I invited through phone and some when I met them either on the way or some function. It was so sweet of them coming.

My brother who is 83 years old came climbing the 3 floors as he wanted to see the Golu and was asking how you are climbing everyday. One more relative of ours who is 90 yrs old he also came climbing 3 floors to see the golu and told me to make ammini kozakattai. I was feeling so blessed to have them in my house and get their blessings.

So sweet of Aruna on the first day only she called and told me she will come for Golu and take me to her house andfrom there to Mimur's house. We planned a day and we 3 met and had a gala time about which I have written in Meet up thread

Now coming to the tittle actually I wanted to give some other tittle but now dont remember as now a days I have become absent minded and some words I cant remember. While working in the kitchen too I will be searching for things which must be right in front of me. I am always ina hurry and dont do anything patiently. So sometimes some work of mine is a flop.(hope I have written the correct word).

Today I am feeling very low and thinking what all I have missed doing during Navratri in entertaining my friends and relatives. I know they love me so wont take it to heart the mistakes I have done. Sometimes for me somethings turn out well and I will be in he top of the world and when things dont turn out well I get disappointed and feel I am good for nothing. ONly I have grown by age but my but dont know anything. Want to try everything and be at the top but sometimes luck does not favour.

Like yesterday my brother, niece and her two kids came. I had made payasam and when they came starting making paruppu vada then only noticed the batter was not ok. Though it came crisp it was not proper and I felt very bad.

I know I am blessed that everyone loves me but I am good for nothing. Sorry for writing all this but if I dont let out my feelings by posting and sharing with you all I will go mad. My habit is always sharingmy problemsand happiness with others. Then once it has gone from my heart then I feel good .

Happy Navrathri to all

Good for nothing