I am feeling really sad and low today. Trying to be strong by thinking of positive things like one day I will get pregnant, will hold my baby, and all those things...
Here is what happened today which let me down:
This is my 2nd cycle of Clomid with TI. Had Injectibles for ovulation. My doctor monitored me today and said that this is a failed cycle as I did not ovulate.
Again have to start Crinone after two days.
Last month it was Clomid+Injectibles+TI (monitored ultrasounds), I ovulated, we did the thing, but a failed cycle.
My DH sperm count is good and I am managing with my PCOS, it reduced a lot, getting my periods on time, reduced weight, controlled my diet...everything...
Somehow these failed cycles increase my fear....:(:(:(
We have been trying since two years. Two months before I had HSG test done and there are no blockages or anything. Everything was normal. But these failed cycles, increases negative thoughts in mind. I am not at all concentrating on anything. Feeling depressed these days, may be because of medicines too.
Wanted to vent out to you lovely ladies...
I know TTC journey requires lot of Patience. But some days and some times, we feel out of track. May be this is the time for me...:(
Please keep me in your prayers and hope GOD listens to all our prayers. Baby Dust to all TTC ladies.
Feeling Down-God Plz Listen
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