feeling lonely and depressed

Hello

I am putting my problem here to come out of this depression.Recently after early miscarriage i felt very depressed and went to my moms house to spend sometime.After a month I came back and then I came to know this shocking truth that my husband spent with prostitue.I was getting all sorts of doubts and so finally he himself told me what had happened.After listening to this i dont understand how to react.We love each other very much.I never had even a small thought that he could do such thing.I started crying after he told the truth.Since few days other than crying I am not able to do anything.I can't even scold him.We both are not talking to each other.I trusted him so much but dont understand how he cheated me.When I questioned him he accepted what he had done is absolutely wrong.He said he was unable to look at me or come near me for what he had done.He says do what ever you want ,beat me until u cool down.He said while browsing he came across some website and some how his mind got diverted and lost his control.I never imagined him with another lady even in dream.That much i trust him.Now the question is what should i do?

He says I cannot even ask you to forgive me for what I did.I am unable to stay like this without talking to him.I like my hubby a lot.I am unable to forget what he did.Every second the same thing comes to my mind.unable to digest the truth even now.We dont have kids.Please help me what should I do? How shall I forget this ? If somehow I manage to forgive him then I am scared that he may do the same thing in future as I forgive him easily.Please suggest me what should I do so that he can never think of doing this type of cheating again.

feeling lonely and depressed