I have avoided him in the recent past. Today in some serious dispute he was behaving like a conmen. I went wild and poured out his past sexual abuses by him and what happend in front of my parents and a carperter (brought by the pervert) who may not understand the language. My father and mother were repeatedly requesting not to speak. I was asking him to leave the house (my brothers house where my parents stay) right away and never return. initially he was shying off that he didnt... After awhile I became wilder at the pervert around the house. I literally had to indicate to my mother what he did. mother and my father were repeatedly silencing me.This asshole is a divorcee and does pooja for a living. He then said that he will suffer for what he has done and pray for the goddess. I said "You will continue to suffer, you rascal poruki. You cannot pray atall. When you pray godess, let the images of you sinning me come to your eyes. do black magic if you want on me". This pervert stayed in my home for 16+years and ate the same food, slept in the only hall. I can count on how many boys/girls/ladies he and his other perverts did.
My parents were repeatedly asking me let the carpentery work be over!!!! and aparantly he will leave. Life is moving normal. except for few times my father and mother asking me to eat. Nothing has changed. I shouted at my mom to learn the gravity of what he has done and learn to support your son and not a pervert.
For various reasons, I feel very isolated in the socalled family. I am just a showpiece for my parents. Aparantly everyone has their own life and they dont want a problem. They want only gains from my showpiece.
My parents and brother had breakfast lunch + coffee. I havent had a morsel for 1.5 days. Neither bathed. Today I also had to breakup with a potential marriage prospect. Feel sick with life. I have a major career change in 15 days. Have to relocate to a different country. I dont want to stay/see my parents anymore. Dont know where to go as well for next 15 days. My friends are all busy with family. Ironically, I hated coming to my brothers home and was staying in a lodge for 4 months in a different city, and came under insistence by my parents two days ago.
To all mothers and fathers. Perverts are just around. May be your own kinsmen. Train your kids and please don't let them down, if they share and when it happens to be a known close relative/friend. These abusers have killed my childhood
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